So maybe I won't have another blog. I'll just change the name. I can't keep track of two. I'm bad enough as it it with one! and I don't think my friends even know that I have a new one. so maybe that was a bad idea.

I all I have been thinking about it wedding plans! I was never that girl who pictured my wedding growing up. (to be honest, i didn't even know if I wanted one or not!) But now that I have a ring on my finger, I'm pretty excited and I know what I want. It will be at my aunt Paula's AMAZING house in Farmington. I'm thinking June 3 or 4. I did want it to be may 27 or 28 but that's Memorial Day weekend so no one would be in town.

I was looking at wedding dresses online and I came across this one. OK, so the dang picture is at the top! I hate this blogging crap! My pictures never end up where I want them! Is it better to upload pictures first, then write? I'm so bugged right now. Ill get over it. anyway I fell in love with this dress. I wanted something that is so different. It's by Monique Lhuillier so I'm sure it is $5,000 to 8,000 bucks and a few collections back So there is no way it would be mine. But guess what???? My dream dress will be mine! I heard of a lady named Penelope who makes custom wedding dresses. I was afraid if someone makes my dress the lace and silk would be cheap looking. But this lady is amazing. She orders all her material from New York. My mom and I met with her on Thursday and she had samples of the exact same lace Monique used in hers! so Penelope will make my dress exactly like how the picture is. But I don't want that weird fold in the front, and she will put a bustle (don't know how it's spelled) so It won't drag. Oh and it's a fraction of the cost too! Penelope, I'm gonna just call her penny from now on, she had the idea of making to top separate so I could wear it someplace nice down the road. She will start the dress in January. I am so excited and I am so glad to have that important part out of the way. now that I want to put some pictures of shoes, ill start a new post